I wish I saw kyle more than once every few months. I'm really glad I got to see him over fallbreak but it was scattered with silly fights. The longer we've been apart, the more we fight and 9 weeks is the longest we've ever been apart so that generated our worst ever fight. But we're used to it. We know how to work through it and that's what's most important. So it's only been a week and a half and I'm already ready to see him again. I know I probably shouldn't, but I've been keeping track on my calander each day that I see him so that the end of the year I'll know exactly how much time we got to spend together. I'm sure it'll be depressing because I'm only at like what... 100? and that's including our summer together because I didn't get to see him as much as I wanted. Ahhh. We've done it for 2 years now and only, hmm 2 1/2 more years of this. It's seriously so hard to handle and I can't say I've really found someone to relate to (which SUCKS!). I think the hardest thing about our relationship is the fact that we were thrown into this whole mess after only 2 months of dating. It definetly did not have time to grow and mature while we were together and doing it apart is just that much harder. I just miss him so much dang it.
So I know I talk about kyle quite a bit and I've ranted about our relationship this whole blog but when someone/somthing is this important to your life, it's hard not to. Speak of the devil, he's calling me now :)
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