Busy&Sad&Excited&Happy

 

Wedding plans are all finalizing.  Family is coming in town, flowers are being delivered, favors being wrapped.  And I'm not there.  I am sad that I'm not as busy with wedding plans as I am with work.  I have a short break right now but as soon as I'm off "lunch" I'll have to get back to work.  I'ts 3:42pm right now.  My lunch got interupted with more conference plans.  I love work, I just love my sister more.  I wish I was at home helping with wedding stuff and spending time with my family.  But then again if it wasn't for my job I couldn't afford any of this wedding stuff (my entire first paycheck went to wedding stuff!).  Gifts, gifts, gifts, haircuts, shoes, showers, parties, jewlery ect.  I need to work on my MOH toast as well.  I'm putting it off because I'm sad my sister's getting married.  It's weird to think about.  She's getting MARRIED!!  No more living at home, no more living in Nebraska.  I don't really know how to describe how I feel other than weird, nervous and excited.

 

One more tidbit.  Kyle and I have been "off" lately.  Not fighting too much or anything like that just kind of cranky and not our normal selves with each other.  Well, it's fixed!!  I love my honey so much and I am so thankful I have him and not some other boy.  I think about friends boyfriends and husbands and say to myself, I'm SO glad Kyle is not like them!  I'm sure they think "I"m so glad __ is not like Kyle!" but that's alright because their boys fit them and mine fits me :)  Anyway, I'm just glad we're out of our funk and I feel like we're doing better than ever.  The end, time to finish this powerpoint for work and I only have an hour to do it!