March 7, 2009

Busy, Busy, Busy!!

I have been so busy these last few weeks that it's nice to be able to slow down a bit. And by "slow down" I mean my physics homework was only 4 problems long instead of the usual 7-10 (that's a lot in physics when one problem takes 20 minutes to do) and my biochem test is over and my Spanish presentation is over. That means I only have to worry about my genetics test on Friday, staying caught up with biochem, work, volunteering at St. E's, and getting ready for spring break. So, I'm still busy, but not busy, busy busy. I'm actually really enjoying this semester though. I absolutely love biochem so it's awesome to be in classes that I love, instead of dumb pre-med pre-req's. Ok, so physics and genetics still fall under that category but they're bearable. I love being busy all the time because I get so much stuff done. I am kind of freaking out about this summer though. I have to take summer school for both summer sessions at UTA so I have to somehow find a job that doesn't interfere with my schedule and I have to sign up for classes, do scholarships and financial aid stuff. BUT, I still want to start a new project. A crafty project. Like sewing or scrap-booking I've decided. Not sure which one, or if I'll ever get to it, but I'll pretend. I probably won't even have time to start, ok, I KNOW I won't have time to start till this summer but I'm OK with that. Something I'm NOT ok with, but sort of have to be anyway... not ever getting engaged. And by not ever I mean eventually but in the mean time I have to painfully watch other people get engaged and married when I've been with Kyle longer than they've even known their fiance/husband! Irritating as heck. I know I should be happy for them and excited, but it's really hard. Kyle and I have done long distance for nearly 3 years now and we have at least 1 more to go and I'm sick of it. Yes, I did CHOOSE this relationship, but at the same time you can't really control who you fall in love with. It's completely out of your hands. So yes, this will be another post about Kyle. For those of you, echem, who seem to think Kyle is my whole life and that's all I ever talk about, fall in love and then come talk to me about how your boy doesn't nearly consume your life. It won't happen. I'm sorry but my life is school, boy, roommates/family, and work so that is all I can really ever talk about. And believe me I do ya'll a favor by not talking about work and boring you to tears (although I really think chemical nanoscience is quite interesting). Also, that last comment is not meant to be passive aggressive (though the echem might make it seem so) because well that's not me. Anyone who knows me knows that I say how I feel and whatever's on my mind whether you'll like it or not. That may not be the best quality to have but hey, that's who I am. I mean well and that's what counts. Long post I know. So I'll end it with

1. I miss Kyle and yes I'm bitter that we're not the ones engaged, but I know God has us in this place for a reason and EVENTUALLY (she says dramatically) we'll be the ones married happily ever after driving other un-engaged couples nuts.

2. I am seriously excited for spring break. I know every college student is, but I want to see my seester Sarita, and my family, oh and the warm Texas sun, because I've missed it dearly. (ya'll know my openly declared hatred for the entire state of Nebraska)

3. I've decided on my new hobby already. Not my summer hobby, but my one that fits into my hectic life schedule hobby. It's cooking. I'm basically an excellent cook already (yes I am exaggerating, but I'll say good so it's not such a stretch of truth as to be a lie) so why not perfect that skill even more?

4. Time for a shower, some more genetics, and BED!

P.S. Half the people that read this blog are one of Amanda's bridesmaids and NO ONE told me where to get yellow shoes. THANKS FOR NOTHIN. Unless you haven't gotten shoes yourself yet, in which case, you'd better get on the ball because finding cute yellow shoes is hard.