Jan 24, 2010

I am getting worse at updating, but better at homework. A good trade off I think. Lately I haven't been wanting to post because I can't say what I want to say because everything I want to say is mean or crabby. I'm tired of Nebraska, I'm tired of all the vanilla people in said state, and I'm tired of the weather. The only thing that's keeping me mildly sane is my roommates, but when your best friend is also missing the wonderful southwest and going insane, it's hard to stay grounded and be thankful for what you have. Katelin's been having a really hard time with the transition back to Nebraska and I'm trying to be helpful and the perfect friend but I am seriously falling apart with this whole mess. Ahh. I can't handle much more of this damned place. I never could understand why people like it so much. If you're from Nebraska I understand. Maybe it's because all of my closest friends here (most) don't really like it either and they all wish they were somewhere else. Maybe we can all go somewhere else together. Like Texas. I miss my SEESTERS. I'm stressed to the max. I'm having problems at work that may end up affecting whether or not I graduate from the honors program. My thesis is on the line. My body is completely broken out in eczema due to the stress and it itches like crazy. I just want to see my family. I know I complain about not being with Kyle enough but I don't know how much longer I can take of this. I've done it for 2.5 years already. I'm over it. I'm ready to be done with this damned state (and good heavens I hope I never have to come back). Thank goodness for church in 8.5 hours. Lord knows I need it.